why do people have to be unpleasant to each other?
why can't i be happy all the time?
why do i have to feel upset or sad?
why am i having these thoughts?
why do i think i'm wasting a lot of my time online?
why don't things go my way all the time?
Why am i feeling the winter blues?
why do i find it difficult to post a new blog at times?
why won't i stand up for myself?
why can't i be more assertive?
why can't i be more quick witted?
why do i still have to wait for my uniform from my trust?

why am i writing all these even?

why can't i see into my future?

what will i do when i am old?

will my children be good and happy?

will my family/relatives lead a good and happy life?

will the world come to an end? - well, that's probably a stupid question to ask cos' it's not, just won't, not in my life time anyway; unless there is a nuclear war which is extremely unlikely. so to all doomsayers, soz...maybe if u live for another few million of years, perhaps??

last why...

why am i attending the trust induction tomorrow, two months after i've started working on the ward???

alas, i moan too much..i guess i should stop now :p